July 14, 2006
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There have been complaints…
About my infrequent updating.
Here’s an update on things that have happened since my last post.
- Got upgraded from bipolar 2 to bipolar 1 diagnosis [i'm CRAZY]
- Started a new medication whose side effect is DEATH
- Got disowned from my half brothers [related through mom]
- Met my father for the first time in 13 years
- Met my entire extended family on my dad’s side
- Moved out of the apartment that I’d been living in for 4 years
- Was welcomed in to my family with open arms
- Was invited to a cousin’s wedding
- Went to Vegas
- Went to cousin’s wedding [took my very first family picture!]
- Found out my dad is moving down to socal
- Met my stepmom for the first time
Met my half brother [related through dad] for the second time in my life- Went to Vegas again
- Car broke down [Fuel pump and brake cylinder]
- Got disowned by my mom [partially because I reconnected with my dad]
There’s been more stuff, but I think I covered the bulk of it.
Needless to say, I’ve been having some emotional issues as of
late.Thank goodness for friends that care.
I want to reconnect:
Tell me something interesting that’s happened to you lately.
Comments (82)
oh wow tough stuff
have you tried yoga btw? it helps one find inner peace. i’ve struggled with stuff and yoga really helps just put my body into this spiritual state its cool
<3
amber
that is a crap load of stuff going on. ack. hope all goes well.
I think I’m going to get fired so I’ve been looking for new jobs
whoa.. very soap opera.
you may be nuts, but you’re still pretty cool in my book.
i uhh.. got jumped by a pack of portugese speaking primates and fended them off with my blade of the dark six.
-drew
Welcome back!!! Sorry to hear about the crazyness. I hope things settle done and become more manageable soon.
I met a guy in my ballroom dancing class, only to find out he had a girlfriend and only wanted to have sex with me. Thank god that didn’t happen. LOL I also cut my hair and dyed it.
new job. gained weight from gym. yay~
Working, riding roller coasters, not sleeping. Also, recently turned 20, as of today actually. Nothing too bad has been happening to me, though. But I hope all gets less dramatic and more calm/peaceful for you.
I’m sorry to hear about your situation with your mom and dad… one should never have to choose…
I’m learning brazilian jiu jitsu and I find it immensely satisfying when I am able to arm triangle somebody.
Sorry to hear about the unwanted drama. Here’s to a better tomorrow!
had heart broken
A parent should never disown a child for connecting with the other parent. That is so immature!
Hey
Nice site! Today i have the day off and i told my co-worker i would be nice and take his shift for him. So i work from 6-3am tonight. Then i have to be at my other job from 9:45 to 6 tomorrow and go back to the other job from 7-3. Then Sunday i have to be back at work from 10:45 to 5. I fucked myself so bad….I’m not going to get any sleep. Sorry to hear what happened though.
no wonder i haven’t seen you in a while. i think crystal’s bro is having a bbq this sunday. you and brent are invited (if you’re not already). take care!
and oh, i’ve won 3rd place in a tahitian dancing competition.
*hugs*
i’m in hawai’i for summer school
man, where did all the extended family come from
i ate some beans and farted
And I thought I had it rough….Wowzers! thanks for putting things into perspective for me. What wouldn’t kill you makes you stronger…..so lay off those meds! hahaha
*HUGS*
I’ve been hungry. And taking Chinese classes at IVC.
For the first time in my life, I accepted that I was now a man, got sober, got clarity and removed a sick parasite from my life!
*waves hi*
I’v failed my permit test.
welcome back.. wow so many things happened..
im just exactly the same… sigh…
that are a lot of changes that u had to go through within such a short period, huh!…..step mom, step dad, step brothas….step whatever……..u guys could form an army to go to fight those evil north koreans
hmm sounds complicated, but I am sure you did the right thing. Your mom will forgive you eventually, just hold on to it. Family is priceless afterall…
hmmm…let’s see, well, I have an invincimentalist now…but you already know that. Oh, and I’m going on a date with a hot girl tonight.
wow, hope everything works out between your parents and brothers.
i’ve been spending too much money and attending weddings (let the wedding season begin!)
Wow a lot has happened. Haha.
Hmm…something interesting that happened to me is my cat died. Well not interesting. But the biggest thing that’s happened to me. She was seventeen, I’m fifteen, so I had had her my entire life. Weird adjustment.
got a promotion and bought my first home. cheers!
hope things get better
my house got burglarized last friday night.
I’m in Vegas right now making a comment on your post from an “Activities” room at the resort I’m staying at. I was at the pool earlier swimming and chatting with my good buddy and there was this really cute girl that came to the pool. Our eyes met and we exchanged smiles several times. She was with another guy and a girl. In the end, I didn’t get the nerve and just left the pool and went upstairs with my friend and we had a beer. I hope I bump into her again within these next two days, because I’ll do nothing again…hehehe.
isn’t life funny…? hope you’ll be able to work out those emotional issues, writing them out and venting DEF. helps. welcome back!
wow.
you have been through A LOT. be patient. take one day at a time. and be strong.
I know I don’t comment often… but I feel that I should say g’luck and hope things go well for you
As for your question… I got a job at JPMorgan… which I’ve only dreamt of doing for forever… yep 
i love you kim.
Wow. Talk about a roller coaster of emotions. I was thinking about you the other day and wondering if you hadn’t posted in a while or if you had just accidentally fallen off of my subs list (which HAS happened before).
What happened to me recently that was interesting? I have a post up about it right now.
Hope things smooth out for you soon so you can concentrate on having a good rest-of-the-summer. When does school start again?
Thats a lot on your plate…but youre a tough cookie aintcha?
(and one that is very chocolaty to boot _<)
Wow. It HAS been a while since I last saw you on Featured. Today I left my wallet, cell phone, and store key at work. The wallet has all the id’s I’ll need for vacation in about 36 hours (PLUS the money I’ll need to buy gas so I can get across town and back), the cell phone has all the phone #’s I need to get ahold of my co-workers, and the key…man, I wish I had that key.
I hope your life takes a turn for the better real soon.
girl.. that is some serious shit you’re going through.. you’re alive? hang in there yo..
Weird. Now you’ve switched sides. I hope your dad is gonna treat you right this time.
got kicked out of the house about a 2 weeks not..only 16. basically paying for everyting..and sleeping at all my friends houses..its hard..not my OWN shower..or my OWN place to shit. HAHAH so hard. hope everyting goes well for you
I found a way to start eating with both hands again.
Glad to see you back. I am a total Shi groupie [or is it spelled groupy. I'm new to this. haha]
Is 1 worse than 2? Or is 2 worse than 1?
That aside, hooray you’re okay.
eh?! i will tell you what i have been up to!
INTRODUCING PEOPLE TO MR.FIST! HOLLER!
how was game night? not as fun, esply without you! i shit you not. missed your sexual educational tidbits~
best wishes, dear.
wah, a lot of happy/sad things happend to you.
I just got my driver’s permit lately, and got rediagnosed with my cancer. But it isnt the end of the world. Bad things happend to good people. But youre lucky that your parents are still alive.
wow that sounds like alot of good and bad things going on at the same time….well I hope the good overwhelm the bad
well i haven’t had that much going on. moved out and such finally. but yes i haven’t been w/ xanga steadily for over a year now. so i for sure wasn’t one who said anything to you about updating. glad you’re around. hope everything is better and you’re enjoying yourself. take care.
Hey, welcome back(lol, I thought you were off spending time with that guy you met;))
i got attached.
hang in there!
I slept in this morning until noon for the first time since I started working. Yay.
I’ve gotten fat, still single, more depressed than ever…kinda…broke even though i’m making about 2 times as much as i used to and got a new car…reason for being so broke all the time…miss ya, call me
)
sux being caught up in a fight with the ppl who in your life especially ur parents but ….i love the layout b/c “shi ‘pwnd’ ” means alot right now in my life lol
Propz
Ashley
looks like you need more fun in your life. you gonna hang out with us next week??? we’re flying down again!
i did my laundry today.
but im sure that doesnt compare to your update.
I was in Vegas this weekend also!
I drove from Tennessee to Florida yesterday to start recording on a new song today. So, due to a storm, the power would go out in intervals of 10-12 minutes for 2 hours straight. I got ABSOLUTELY nothing recorded and its time to go back to TN.
Sucky weekend.
hmm is that enough to qualify as dysfunctional? sorry to hear about the emotional stress this is causing you, come back on xanga and vent and receive love from us. :]
what’s happening to me? been working on an online comic, should debut soon. i actually just came back from vegas yesterday and going back before summer’s over.
Can u post mt a comment on mz_poohbear06@xanga.com
u dont have real stuff
itll all work itself out.. it always does. time heals all wounds
anyway
im gettin ready for college.. and severed the ties w. a good ex friend.
pretty sucky summer, lots of work.
hope urs gets better! at least you went to vegas
I went to register for classes and found out i am A LOT closer to graduating than I thought.
It’s good you updated us
take care
Welcome back! You absolutely have the right to have relations with your father! He is your father. I hope that your mother wises up quickly and gives you the respect that you deserve.
I’m getting ready for my yearly trip to visit friends in Saigon. Will be there July 28 to Aug 24.
i got a mohawk
Well kim…
The love of my life is on heroin and there is nothing I can do.
wow i hoope your meds dont kill you that would make me sad even though i dont comment much i love haveing your thoughts in my emali box and you are way lucky to get to go to vegas twice if i went once id be so rich form poker i wouldnt come back in stead i’d join the mob and die happy XD
Hello, This post made me realize that we need to do a better job at staying in touch! Email me your new address! I’m very sad that you moved out of 948 =(
my summer in a nut shell: visited family on the east coast (i sent you a postcard, but to 948), went to my cousin’s wedding, and hanging out with patrick. next week i’ll be assisting in a classroom for English Learners. And two weeks after that I’m going to start working at a tutoring company.
Last night I was playing poker with some old friends. It made me miss you!! =)
sounds like you’re having some drama. ditto here but on a minor level. bipolar is a pain isn’t it.
Some heavy stuff. I like to thing there’s a lot of interesting things happening with me right now, but none of it seems as interesting as yours (of course, other people’s lives are always inherently more interesting than your own). I want to hear more about this.
I’ve been diagnosed with ADD
Welcome back sweet lady…
The world has to have people like us…
Sayian Princess is what you are, you get stronger from each battle!
Sometimes friends that care are a million times better than family, but I’m glad you met your dad and he wasn’t a bad guy. Maybe you should check on your mother after the fire’s died down a bit? (I don’t know…)
i’m in san diego!!! come visit me!! hahaha.
You know what would be great? If you just fucking died. If you were held down and sodomised with a pipe until you bled to death. You can go “My father blah blah blah I’m bipolar blah blah blah” but nobody is going to give a fuck because hte only people who can hear you are busy ripping your asshole apart with a pipe.
ps your friend deserved cancer for befriending a worthless bitch like you.
I’ve fallen in love with the boy I’ve been dating for the last four months.
kim!! u going to comic con?!?!?!?!?
wow. how did i miss this update?
i went into anaphalytic shock and found out i’m really allergic to peanuts.
got married
hi. moved up to the bay area. take care of yourself.
I’m bipolar 2. Doesn’t matter which one you are, you’re not crazy. Psychotic schizophrenics are crazy. And yes, most meds are death. But when you find the right one(s), life gets better. Took me 10 years to get to that point, and there’s no guarantee it’ll last. You’ve gotten this far, you can go much further.
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